cheetoboi asked: oh sorry to hear about those!! i'm glad to hear you're healing and growing! take your time!!! self love and self care are a priority! and tbh yeah leaving tumblr is probably always a good idea. i know we don't know each other well or anything outside of just being mutuals for a while but just know i'm here if you ever need someone to talk to.
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And I’m losing my mind when I’m telling you I was an accident,
I’ve got to do something quickThis is when I lost myself
Still trying to get me back
Still trying to find me again
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Thank you very much
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I’m nearly halfway through 21 right now. and the last time I posted actual selfies on tumblr was on my 19th birthday, right before I unknowingly got laced weed, accidentally got hooked on pcp for a month, and spiraled into a withdrawal triggered psychotic depression so deep I almost died that lasted for 2 months, then jumped head first into a serious relationship and practically disappeared for two years.
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First and hopefully last plastic surgery procedure lol
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Here’s what I deleted. My healing process post-car accident.
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cheetoboi asked: Hi! Omg what happened to you? Are you ok?
Wow hi I haven’t been active or even on this blog at all in like a year, I deeply needed a break from this hellsite and from the look of things here it seems I made the right choice.
I am all fine on my end, I forgot I made that post and then deleted it but I was in a car accident in April that permanently scarred my face and then had broken up with my partner of a year and a half a month later. but I’ve been healing I’ve been growing and I feel more like myself than I have in years. Still not quite there yet but we’re making progress.
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(Source: illbreakyou, via aciidrainin)
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Neon Genesis Evangelion S01E16 ‘Splitting of the Breast’ (Hideaki Anno, 1996)
(via seokjiiin)
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"I have breathed better, I have hated things less. I have admired more freely what deserved admiration.
With you, I have accepted more. I have learned to live."— Albert Camus, from a letter to María Casares written c. July 1949 (via violentwavesofemotion)
(via gildedfilth)
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This perspective makes it look like the moon is melting. (submission)
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